My instincts say something is not quite right. I'm trying to shake off this analysis, but the same feeling comes back again. My heart hurts, and I think I have developed a lump in my throat. That large clot of depair, lodged in the back of my throat. It blocks most of the air escaping from your lungs and it makes your stomach unsettled. You always get it when you're trying to hold back something like tears, or guilt, or fear,or anger.
This lump seems t be premeantly there. Can one delevop a growth, like a tumor, or something physical that shows what's happening on the inside?
I feel an illness.
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