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I am obviously upset right now.

DOWNS:
-Cousin. I need her and the thought of it... to be on the other side hurts.. the empathy kills me
-No Car
-Lacking again, loosing you, I think for good.
-Not getting it.
-Reoccurring dreams of her, manipulation. Her coming back...I never realized how scared I was of her, until she becomes like a threat in these dreams of all happiness or moving forward.
-Break is over
-No need for me

MOTIVATIONS:
-Health
-School
-Wishful thinking