This weekend was not very good.
I was talking to Jayme and asked her if its possible to physically die because of an emotion...like sadness or anger etc. It is possible even if your perfectly healthy physically your body can just such down, is what she said. Mind over matter. I struggle with the matter. Some stuff seem to continue to suck away at my soul.
I have seat belt rash down my shoulder and neck, my throat still hurts from prior sickness, my neck and back are tired, achy almost. I'm exhausted beyond belief, but sleep doesn't comfort me like it use to. Neither does food or water. The frequent showers I have taken doesn't either.
Pessimism isn't an issue. I have a lot to be thankful for. I mean I am still alive. But does it make a difference that it seems to be "just barely". Like deteriorating almost...very slowly.
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